I’ve been going through a lot of issues lately and have been so stressed I’ve been physically shaking slightly every day. The fact I could catch up in life after many health issues preventing me, makes me excited yet overwhelmed the same time. I’ve been pushing myself to the extreme to try to make the events that are unfolding work in my favor, after years of failing in it. Last night, an interesting thing happened, I was laying in bed thinking about the situation at hand. While staring at my brothers cat sleep beside me I felt my soul being pulled out of my body and into somewhere familiar. My spirit guides pulled me into a Journey to a scared space they use for teaching and communicating for specific situations. The last time I was here I Journeyed the first time after listening to drumming sounds for an hour and it was about 4 years ago.

I awoke in the center of Algonquin dancers chanting and singing. A camp fire was near me, I could smell the wood burning and herbs and incense burning around me. I was lying on my back and rolled onto my side to face my totems which stood behind the dancers in there animal forms. Then the family totem a grey Canadian wolf broke through the dancers and walked towards me and turned human. He placed a wolf fur over me and started to sing prayers. I could smell the hay under me and above that more furs of different species from bear to wolf to boar and a few others. There was no drumming just song and prayer. I wish I knew what they sang and prayed but it was in there native tongue. The ancient grey Canadian wolf totem can speak both English and Algonquin, eventually I want to find out so I can use those ballads and prayers when I need them.

I woke up this morning feeling calmer with more ideas on how I can improve the situation better, after many days of asking for guidance and help I guess they heard me.
They won’t leave my side and won’t let me fail, knowing that makes me feel more confident.

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